Today as if life was

Today as if life was standing still I just couldn’t go past the memory of you.
I found my self holding my legs in such a position as if I were protecting myself from life itself.
I could take apart the images of us together.
Thoughts of the sensation being with you come to life again.
I just wonder what is it that makes my mind bring them back.

I don’t know if it’s just the need of you by my side.
Or it’s just the helplessness that if feel now.
It’s amazing how I lose myself in those moments when you appear.
I realise that I miss everything we had, the complicity, the joy, the mischief, your protection, the love.
I can’t stand any longer this longing that I feel inside.
I never knew what it was to miss someone like crazy, now I do.